life man.

hi.

so recently life's been interestingly dull. in and out of the hospital. blah blah blah. eye socket fractured by assholes.. blah blahblah... 

on the flip side... it was really nice to hear from all the people who care about me. sometimes i doubt that people could should or would care about me the way they do, so this was a nice, loving slap in the face. my friend cole came over the day i left the ER, which was short butsweet and tarynnnnn came and beat me in ps2 and listened to music and bought me food the next night. pretty ideal. thanks taryn. the shit was delicious.

fucking sucks though.. surgery monday... can't skate for a whillleee.e.... .e..e.e.e. .e.e.. ugh..

music is good though. loving it. watching Frost/Nixon with my mom now.. .well waiting tofinish it.. she's on the phone with her sister in Germany.

got to talk to brennan in germany last night.. fucking dope. needed to hear from that boy.

life is good.

love you.

steven colbert and goozing cement burns

Hey young world-

today was a great day.  I got up kinna late for what I have been these days... wait but before i really got up, lol, i made the best breakfast nachos lol.. anyway.  Iended up driving my mom to and from the doctor, talked to her, then skated all day with Mere and had some great food thanks to her. I busted my shit up and got three patches of bloody rug burn lol but it was well worth it...

read a little more on the russian revo waiting on my mom, but didn't get too much further. today's intellectual stimulation was talking to my parents about Palestine/Israel. nice. I hope one day I can competently support my beliefs. 

the world is fucking nuts, and it's going to drive me crazy, but it's exciting how much there has to be learned.

i'm so happy i'm not going back to school anytime soon. :) goonna read, skate, and play my ass off :) fucking the way to go.

much love, world.

I never know what to write in these things. 

Life man. Life. Has thrown my ass around lately. I'm unemployed and out of school and will be for a while.... and I'm so happpy... finally. It hurt, the whole life falling apart thing, but for the first time in my recent life (at least) I'm so excited about life, and what I'm doing. I will not be going back to school for a minute, but I'm gonna do (and have started) some heavy reading on subjects I really am interested in... right now I'm starting with the Russian Revolution. Shit is so cool to learn from.  Dunno really what I believe, and hearing my grandpa talk today was soooo awesome for the forward movement of my life. All my life, I knew Stalin's reign ended the lives of his father and several of his extended family (mine too i guess huh) and I saw how easily that led to umm stuff in his life and though it sucks, I lucked out because if he didn't get out the way he did, I wouldn't be here, my mom wouldn't be here, my grandparents would have never met, etc. But hearing first hand some shit.... duuuuuude... It's the best education you can get. Yes there's biased opinions and selected memories shared and remembered, but... I'm just taking it and running. I am getting nowhere.

Soooo on the way home from Michigan with my mom, we had the best soundtrack, thanks to cds I left in her car a while back. First we jammed to some fuckin BIGGIE (who she LOVED) and then Fake Empire- The National, some Wycleffffff, Typical Cats..... then the fucking Counting Crows and sang my (our) heart(s) out... heaven... and ended it perfectly with Manu Chao. 

In potentially the roughest of the rough, this is the best silkkkkkkkkkkkk.

Couldn't ask for more. I could, I guess, but I'm so happy :).